I didn't have to worry about that for long though. I was hopeless at approaching women, so how was I going to go with guys.
I had been standing there for a good 10 minutes and I was beginning to wonder what to do if no guy comes and picks me up.
So long as they were not too much younger than me and not too old or fat, I think I would be happy. Suddenly I began to question myself as to the kind of guy I wanted to help me lose my man-to-man virginity.
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It was packed full of guys of all ages, shapes and sizes. I checked out the room as I stood there drinking. So I walked up to the bar and ordered myself a drink to help me unwind. I mean how many people turn up to a bar alone and not with anyone even meeting them there. It was hard for me just to walk into the bar alone. I had read about it in the paper, how it was the place to be if you were gay. The bar was called 'Queen Tavern' – how appropriate I thought. I made sure I had a few condoms handy and I headed out. I made sure all my friends were busy and that I knew where they would be, so I could pick a part of town where they would not be. It was a Friday night that I planned my evening out. Eventually though I circum to the feelings I had. It took a fair amount of courage for me to convince myself to go to a gay bar. That way I could check out the guy face to face and it was public enough for me to say no if I wanted to back out. As I have no gay friends, I thought one day that a gay bar might be my best option. I did not want to go to public place, for fear of seeing someone else I knew and I did not want to meet privately for fear of what the guy was like in real life. I thought about it a lot, but I was scared to arrange such a meeting. So I was like a kid in a candy store seeing all these images.Īfter a while chatting and my curiosity growing still, I was beginning to field offers from various guys to meet for sex. Also I just don't have the courage to buy or hire a video like that – silly I know, but that is me. I have never seen any movies other than the rated r kind – and they never show gay guys. One chat room featured incredible pictures of 2 or more guys together. But now I was beginning to have those thoughts. In fact until these chat rooms I had not even entertained the notion of trying gay sex. I have never considered myself anything but str8. I guess I was pretending that it was a woman and not a man saying he wanted to suck my cock. I must admit I was pretty passive at first.
Soon I was hooked, enjoying chats with men of all ages talking about what we would do together. So as my curiosity deepened I decided to see what the gay rooms were like. But one thing I did discover was that it was pretty hard to find a woman my age willing even to enter a sexual conversation. I ended in various chat rooms over a period of time and discovered the pleasures of cyber sex. My curiosity about sex led me to the Internet and a discovery of sites as wide as you could imagine. Now I am 30 years old and lately all I can think about is experimenting a little more when it comes to sex. I am not saying the sex with them has been bad – quite the opposite, but when it gets down to it all I have tried is a few of the usual positions. Well here I am, 30 years old and I have not had anything but straight sex with a few women. We are always being told in everything you read that the time people tend to experiment with sex is in their teenage years or in their early 20s. I apologise for some of the spelling errors and I will attempt to better proof read and spell check in the future. I had a request to write a story like this – and well the thought got me going so what the heck – here it is! By the way to all those who have enjoyed my last few stories and written to me – thank you.